Blogging is new to me. I literally have no idea what I’m doing. I am completely lost in a world that is unknown to me. I don’t know any cool blogging terms. I don’t really even know what to write about. I was up until 3 am yesterday trying to get this blog up and running. Like I said before; I have no clue what I am doing. you all might think I’m too young or too naive to have a blog. But, writing is my passion and I won’t stop until I’m satisfied. I could really use some constructive criticism. Ask me to write about something. Ask me questions. If you’re an experienced blogger, give me feedback. I just need to know if I’m making a total fool of myself or not. Thanks for reading.
Have done-♥ Have not done†
|1 – Bike Ride ♥
||19 – Bowling ♥
||37 – Go to the Zoo †
|2 – Cook Together †
||20 – Split a Milkshake ♥
||38 – Pick Out Each Others Outfits ♥
|3 – Go to the Gym †
||21 – Aquarium †
||39 – Go Tanning †
|4 – Match Socks Together †
||22 – Take a Nap ♥
||40 – Have a Harry Potter Marathon †
|5 – Plant a Garden †
||23 – Kiss in the Rain ♥
||41 – Kiss Underwater ♥
|6 – See a Play at a Local Theater †
||24 – Ride on a Ferris Wheel †
||42 – Watch Fireworks ♥
|7 – Paint a Room in Your House ♥
||25 – Buy Matching Bracelets †
||43 – fall asleep on the phone ♥
|8 – Shopping ♥
||26 – Go on a Road Trip †
||44 – Get Ready Together ♥
|9 – Scrabble ♥
||27 – Make Breakfast ♥
||45 – Go on a Classy Ass Date ♥
|10 – Go to a Vineyard †
||28 – Write Each Other Letters ♥
||46 – Eat Ice Cream ♥
|11 – Walk ♥
||29 – Go Mini Golfing †
||47 – Take a Bubble Bath Together †
|12 – Picnic on the Beach †
||30 – Kiss at Midnight ♥
||48 – Go Running †
|13 – Play the Wii †
||31 – Go to the Beach †
||49 – Have a Paint War †
|14 – Play Tennis †
||32 – Make a Couple’s Video ♥
||50 – Take a Picture Kissing ♥
|15 – Put Together a Puzzle ♥
||33 – Sing a Song Really Loud ♥
||51 – Go on a Startbucks Date ♥
|16 – Read a Book Together †
||34 – Order Chinese Food ♥
||52 – Slow Dance ♥
|17 – Watch a Sunset ♥
||35 – Build a Blanket Fort ♥
||53 – Share Popcorn at the Movies ♥
|18 – YOGA †
||36 – Stargaze ♥
||54 – Get a Pedicure †
I realized something… it seems like every time I turn around, there is a mess of something somewhere in my house. Quite a few times in my life I have started cleaning at 10 am and finish around 3 pm. Well, at least I thought I was finished. But then it starts with “mommy I spilled my milk” or, “mommy I dumped an entire bucket of cars on the floor.” Here mommy, let me shred and smear, my peanut butter sand which all over the tv screen! I will have every load of laundry done or one more to go and my son with start having accidents back to back. When I say accidents I mean hes really just uninterested in going to the restroom. I think he knows when I am ready to sit back and relax. Thats probably why he does it, hes just trying to get under my skin.
I live with my mom and three siblings. Two of my siblings are younger; 8 and 9 years old. I babysit them for my mom, when she works. The number one thing they do, is make messes! They pick things up and when they are done playing with it they will deliberately throw it onto the floor. The next thing I know, Im getting ready to put all of my sons dirty clothes into the dryer and guess what happens next? There they are, throwing more laundry into the laundry baskets! Its like a never ending battle around here. Next comes the: “Can I have a snack?” thing. OH MY GOSH, its like they have not eaten all day. My brother gets bologna sand whichs after school, quite often. When he does, it goes like this.
- Gets bread out.
- Gets bologna out.
- Puts one piece of bologna in between two pieces of bread.
- SMASHES it all together.
- Rips off crust.
- Walks into the living room.
What is wrong with that picture, you say? He left out the bread and the bologna, five pieces of bread are spread on the kitchen table and one is on the floor. There are bread crumbs and 50 pieces of his crust all over the place.
Honestly, I have no clue why my job is never done. I guess that is just part of being a mom.
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You made me feel worthless.
You tore me up inside.
It really wasnt worth the hurt.
I guess I shouldnt have even tried.
You were everything good in my life, and now your gone for good.
Your words cut me like a knife.
I am so glad you quit me though because you never wouldv’e understood.
We werent meant to be, it didnt happen because it wasnt supposed to.
I am so sorry you werent man enough to keep a woman like me.
Even though you were everthing i deserved, but its to late now because your gone for good.
You were my everything, my everyday.
You took that away when you left me.
Now that piece inside of me is just not the same.
What we had is now gone, pushed into a dark abyss.
What happened to my happiness?
All thats left is pain.
I can not fathom what is lost, all i can do is hope.
I feel like you just left me all alone.
What can i do or say?
I hope one day you change your mind and come home to stay.
I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Even though you promised me… I knew it was a lie.
You mean the world to me, I love you so much.
You broke my heart, you crushed it into to tiny little pieces.
You ripped it out and stomped on it.
I dont know what im going to do.
You meant the world to me, you still do.
Do you have make me feel like theres nothing left of me?
Go on and try to hurt me again.
Youll never win.
I will always conquer.
I will always be standing on my feet.
You cant hurt me any more, the damage has already been done.
Nothing you can say will hurt me.
I am more than you, I am stronger.
I will survive without you.
I never knew how strong i was until you broke my heart.
But no matter what i am the strong one.
You are nothing to me.